Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Christmas Stars & Solitude!


Well, i managed to put together a few blocks for the Christmas Stars Swap on about.com. I rcvd Christmas Stars for the Birthday Block exchange, but wanted a few more to make the quilt bigger, and the size and specs were the same for this swap, so i decided to make a set and here they are! I am excited to see what i get in return, as there was a nice selection of star designs to choose from. I am also proud to say i used fabric i already had on hand....imagine that! Usually there is at least one color or another that i need to pick up (which always turns into a 50 dollar shopping spree :) boo hoo! ;)
Anyways, the pattern i used is a Cog Block on the quilters cache, and i ended up with a giant pile of HST's...so i sewed those together and have about 70 of those, so that should make a nice wallhanging, or something.

I am feeling a little guilty today...the grandparents took Jordyn for the day and i am having a blast with a little time to myself. Is that a bad thing? I know she is having a great time with grandma and grandpa...in fact, they just emailed me a photo of her in the new outfit grandma made for her...so i know she is getting spoiled with all kinds of attention. Attention i cant always give her when i am trying to get some chores and projects done, so i know its good for her too. Im just feeling guilty that i am enjoying myself so much...but i suppose that is normal. I love the idea of taking a bath or shower solo, without a little one crying to get in the tub too. Dont get me wrong...i love those moments too, and i am missing her today...but i dont get too many breaks like this, and it feels great. In fact, usually the only time i am away from her is when i have to go on an emergency run on the ambulance (im a volunteer EMT), and those calls are not usually pleasant.
They have offered to take her one day a week, and after today, i think its a great idea! Perhaps knowing i have a free day during the week will allow me some more play time with her when she is here. Well, guess i better get back to my projects...i have three Halloween table runners i am working on and would like to finish those up so i can get started on something new! Besides, i need to take some photos for a cookbook cover i am doing, and they want a photo of the Fall leaves with the river and we all know how quickly those leaves dissappear! :)
cheers and happy sewing!
lisajo

3 comments:

Colene said...

Oh no don't feel guilty. Parents need time away, to relax and have some down time, it makes for better times when with the children. JMHO
Colene

sophie said...

I agree. Don't feel guilty. It looks like win-win to me. What child and grandparent don't LOVE their time together . . . and you get some YOU-time. Enjoy it.

Lynda said...

Absolutely agree with the previous comments. Jordyn will have a good time, so will her grandparents and so will you. Everybody wins! There's no rule I've heard of which says that when you have a child, you have to be with it 24 hours a day, every day. You'll be a better mum by having a break and coming back ready for cuddles and shared baths!